Saturday, January 24, 2009


It has been weeks since I've posted anything. And I'm back to where I hoped to be three weeks ago. Somewhere in my heart, I feel happy and content but there is also something missing. I could not exactly describe it because it is very vague. Emotions are truly fascinating and mysterious in some ways that we could have never comprehend. It is pure and not polluted because emotions will reflect our personalities. It will never lie, unlike us humans who have the tendencies to deceive others. Imagine how corrupted the world is presently.

2. Surprisingly, the adaptive nature of human beings is linked to emotions. Once your emotions coincide with the surrounding entities, you will adapt quickly. Therefore, emotions are the soul of your body. Without emotions, you are just a living zombie roaming the streets, harming other living entities.

3. Take care of your emotions and express them accordingly and appropriately without exaggerating it. Never use your emotions to deceive others.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Incomplete Maze

I called it "An Incomplete Maze." This is where I am living. A world far beyond my comprehension. Though everything is so calm and peaceful, there is just something wrong within it. I could not figure out the problem and still, I am walking the paths of the unknown. The maze is just too huge.

2. Waking up every morning, I look myself in the mirror. Is it the sad or happy face reflected on the mirror ? Or is it just illusions ? My mind is no longer conscious in the maze. I could not comprehend anything. Each path I have stepped on will lead me to a dead end. It is very ironic.

3. Finally after endless hours of walking, I have found a path out of the maze into a less complicated one. Should I walk over into the less complicated maze or continue to search for another path here ?

4. Though I have chosen the less complicated maze, the world still remains complicated.

My Life

Have you ever wonder how our lives come about ? What are we supposed to do in our daily lives ? Performing the same chores and activities everyday make us think how we have really wasted the essence of our lives. Should we not be doing something interesting or exciting to spice up our lives ? The answer is uncertain. Some people think that leading a normal life - working, sleeping and spending time with family are just sufficient.

2. Different people own various opinions about life. For me, life is just meaningless if the same thing goes on everyday. I prefer a change of lifestyle not in terms of moving away from home but something that are able to bring color into my life.

3. Now, everything is completely shadowed. My visions are no longer able to differentiate the seven colors of nature. They are only limited to gray alone. I no longer sense any colors. It seems that they just faded away, being painted gray all of the sudden.

4. I no longer sense any living beings in my world. Just the sound of my heart beating slowly, and the loneliness within. Tears are filling up in my eyes but I just could not cry out. The feeling is almost dull without any emotions. Perhaps I am losing them.