Sunday, December 28, 2008


Conflicts. They just will never end. In fact, they are the essence of our lives. Without conflicts, life seems so dull to live in because there is nothing to solve nor comprehend. It spices up our lives, giving new meanings to it each day.

2. Nevertheless, too many conflicts at once can lead to disastrous life. Everything needs an equal balance, mainly we called it law of equivalence. There must be balance in everything we do. There is a reason why we cannot resurrect the dead. There is also a reason why your life sucks or prosper. 'Balanced' is the key.

3. However, we always come up with reasons to counter these problems. "Why must it be me? Could it not be him/her?" The truth is everything happens for a reason and the reason itself is beyond our comprehension. Our quests to seek the truth will never prevail because it is futile from the beginning. Therefore, there should be no beginning at all.

4. People who are able to grasp this theory faster will face less conflicts in their lives. Once you comprehend how the world spins, you will understand what 'equivalence' is all about.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Year End 2008

Year 2008 is finally coming to an end. However, my journey has just begun. Being unable to comprehend myself is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Though I have made my decision to further studies in UTAR(Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman), Setapak Campus, my heart is still doubting the decision that has been compromised.

2. Obviously, people will start to think that something is really wrong with this kid. Kuala Lumpur and Penang are just 6 hours apart by car/bus or even better 45 minutes with airplanes. "What the heck is wrong with you?" said my inner self. "You've been to Singapore and KL twice without your parents!" "And you don't seem to complain anything about it." Now you're making a fuss out of it.

3. After 19 long years on this island,finally, I will be away from it for 3 years. " Isn't that a good thing?" Well, I don't know. The day for my departure is getting nearer. It paces up so fast that even I could not keep up. I'm fighting with time to be with my family and friends. I'm really exhausted and tired but as long as there is time, there is still hope for me to be with them. Time is precious.

4. Though I will still be coming back once in a while, the thought that I'm going away haunts me everyday. I have been thinking, " Am I the only one acting this peculiar? Is there anyone out there that shares the same thought ?" I bet no other beings are like that. I am the odd one. I am always the odd one.

5. Memories are proof of your existence. Without it, you are just empty.