Thursday, January 7, 2010


Utmost Failure - I am always, forever and eternally a failure.

I have failed to keep things steady and consistent; I have failed to maintain my expectations; I have practically failed in everything I do, all the times. Sometimes, I feel rejected by my own dreams. People always said," Dream big, son." Could I ever possibly dream to the extent of ignoring what will happen or has happened in life? Perhaps, a person deemed as failure has no rights at all to be entitled even a tiny bits of it. It is not that I have not tried and perform my best, maybe I could put in a little bit more effort that usual. I'm not the nerd kind of guy who would sit down whole day reading and memorizing every single page of the book, I just want to be who I am.