Valentine Eve

Picture by Naduss

Guys, it's Valentine Eve today. I bet, most of the guys are already out there, on the street holding hands with their loved ones. For those waiting to celebrate it tomorrow, good luck with the malls and restaurants. It's time to take and receive.

2. Treat your loved ones to a lovely and romantic dinner. That's what a guy would normally do. However, breakfast or lunch ain't that bad at all. In the end, you'll earn something. Love. I sincerely hope that every couple (no gender bias) will truly enjoy this special day. Let it not be only on Valentine, but every other days as well.

3. Sometimes, love is what we need to move on, to rise and fight against injustice. It is a special feeling that engulfs your heart, just like the 'fire of love'. However, beware of its flame. It is soothing when days are cold. At the same time, it could burn you and leave a scar in your heart for the rest of your lives.

4. Once again, Happy Valentine and I wish all the couples a lasting love and happiness.

Chap Goh Mei

Today is the last day of Chinese New Year, commonly referred to as Chap Goh Mei. Well, I will not be talking about the history nor origin of it.

2. Today sums up to one week since my arrival at KL last Sunday. Well, there is actually nothing to write about my daily routine. I can basically sum my routines; study,tutorials, exercise, gaming and classes. These are what I do everyday and to be exact, a perfect life for another year or two.

Chinese New Year (2)

After few unsuccessful attempts to write on the blog, finally I've gotten a chance today. There are plenty of stuff that I would like it written down, but I think I should complete what is incomplete.

2. I spent the last day in Penang with my schoolmates going around collecting 'angpows'. It was good to be able to gather back after almost a year. However, everyone is still the same back in high school.

3. Too bad I had to leave early that evening to meet up with another batch of schoolmates, Dominic and friends. That night was specially to celebrate Su Qing's (my primary schoolmate) birthday in advance. And guess what, It was my first time dining at Secret Recipe. I had ordered a slice of black forest cake and damn, it tasted good but I was adding more calories.

4. I did not join them for movie and went back after dinner. Well, that was the end of my holidays. The next day, I was on my way down, back to KL.

Chinese New Year

One week long holidays had passed. Once more, I'm back to KL. Back in Penang, Chinese New Year seemed much more pleasant and meaningful. Plenty of foods to fill my empty stomach, red packets to collect (though not many) and meeting up with friends.I do hope that those moments could last at least longer enough to cure my sickness. Though it appeared to be a normal routine every year, this year came out different. ''Someone just added extra ingredients into the bowl of noodle.''

2. To sum up everything, I stayed home for most of the days. The first and second days were spent visiting cousins and nieces from both mom's and dad's side. Home sweet home for me for a few days until the last two days of my stay in Penang, which were spent with my friends. It went well without any interruption.

3. First trip to Gurney with Borders colleagues, we had lunch in Nando's and talked about works, life and silly jokes. We spent the entire evening in Nando's. By then, the sun had settled down and it was time for dinner. We headed towards to Gurney Drive Hawker Centre. Plenty of food, tables and chairs but sadly, it was all occupied.

4. Well, it should be on weekends. It will be weird if the place is empty. We resumed the original plan to dine at Sunset Bistro. Well, we ordered two buckets of Heineken and that closed the curtain for the night.

to be continued...

Emotions(2)

It has been weeks since I've posted anything. And I'm back to where I hoped to be three weeks ago. Somewhere in my heart, I feel happy and content but there is also something missing. I could not exactly describe it because it is very vague. Emotions are truly fascinating and mysterious in some ways that we could have never comprehend. It is pure and not polluted because emotions will reflect our personalities. It will never lie, unlike us humans who have the tendencies to deceive others. Imagine how corrupted the world is presently.

2. Surprisingly, the adaptive nature of human beings is linked to emotions. Once your emotions coincide with the surrounding entities, you will adapt quickly. Therefore, emotions are the soul of your body. Without emotions, you are just a living zombie roaming the streets, harming other living entities.

3. Take care of your emotions and express them accordingly and appropriately without exaggerating it. Never use your emotions to deceive others.

Incomplete Maze

I called it "An Incomplete Maze." This is where I am living. A world far beyond my comprehension. Though everything is so calm and peaceful, there is just something wrong within it. I could not figure out the problem and still, I am walking the paths of the unknown. The maze is just too huge.

2. Waking up every morning, I look myself in the mirror. Is it the sad or happy face reflected on the mirror ? Or is it just illusions ? My mind is no longer conscious in the maze. I could not comprehend anything. Each path I have stepped on will lead me to a dead end. It is very ironic.

3. Finally after endless hours of walking, I have found a path out of the maze into a less complicated one. Should I walk over into the less complicated maze or continue to search for another path here ?

4. Though I have chosen the less complicated maze, the world still remains complicated.

My Life

Have you ever wonder how our lives come about ? What are we supposed to do in our daily lives ? Performing the same chores and activities everyday make us think how we have really wasted the essence of our lives. Should we not be doing something interesting or exciting to spice up our lives ? The answer is uncertain. Some people think that leading a normal life - working, sleeping and spending time with family are just sufficient.

2. Different people own various opinions about life. For me, life is just meaningless if the same thing goes on everyday. I prefer a change of lifestyle not in terms of moving away from home but something that are able to bring color into my life.

3. Now, everything is completely shadowed. My visions are no longer able to differentiate the seven colors of nature. They are only limited to gray alone. I no longer sense any colors. It seems that they just faded away, being painted gray all of the sudden.

4. I no longer sense any living beings in my world. Just the sound of my heart beating slowly, and the loneliness within. Tears are filling up in my eyes but I just could not cry out. The feeling is almost dull without any emotions. Perhaps I am losing them.